Life is challenging to say the least.

As I sit on the patio with Bella in the early mornings, it gives me a chance to unpack a lot of crap in my mind.

My thought for today  is, unless you have walked in my shoes, take your  judgements of me, how I live my life, the choices I made regarding  my experiences in life that have formed my resolve to leave this world  the same way I came into it.

I am content with my decisions.  I'm not ready to leave this world,  but, I feel strongly that in my case, I wish to die with dignity.  To allow myself the freedom of choice as to how that end happens.